Don’t be exaggerated by my title. Actually, I want to post about this quite a long time, since December last year. But, I don’t find the right time for it. Until I, successfully downloading a malay movie, Cinta. I’m not giving a review about this film, just want to tell you a story, which was happen to me last time, exactly on me.
13 of December 2006, my ex-gf asked me to go out with her. At that time, we already broke up for almost 3 months. So, at first I was reluctant, because my heart still in hurt and eventually I don’t want to meet her. But, with the strength that I had, I met her and went out eating at Warung Pak Maidin. She asked me a lot of things, she ordered anything that she wanted to eat, and I paid all. But, what I quite confuse is, she was acted like she still my gf. At that time, I won’t expect anything, just give her a smile and pretending that I’m happy.
After we ate, suddenly, she asked me to go to Mines for a karaoke and movie. I was stunned, she said that she treated me, as her appreciation on me. Myself, kind of reluctant, but still want to go out with her. When we arrived at Mines, she hold my hand and drive me into the entrance, quickly, I pulled my hand and she gave me a questionable face.
I used to be her karaoke partner back then. Both of us had a good voice, but still, when she sang for me some memorable songs, such as tangisan dalam kerinduan, I’m not giving her any response. She sang the song that she dedicated a lot for me, but stil, I’m giving her a blank face. Actually, the way she acting was, it was more an attempt to seduce me. She gave me lot of body language such as hug, kissed and anything that we used to do before.
After that, I asked to eat once again at Mcd. I talk a lot with her, describing that myself was hurt, and she just listened to me. We get ourselves to the entrance of the movie, and once again, she put her hand around my waist, and we get in. At that time, I was not really used to her behaviour, I’m just a bit shocked.
So, both of use took the seats and enjoying the Cinta(Love) movie. As the movie started, both of us didn’t said any words, and she slowly landed her head at my shoulder. I ignore her, instead I love to be treated like that, because it reminds me a lot.
As the movie rolling, there’s a scene, where Airin(played by Rita Rudaini) was betrayed her husband Harris(Rashidi Ishak). A scene when suddenly broken up my heart, the exact time when my ex-gf was sitting beside me. 
This scene,Airin was crying when confessing that she love somebody else instead of her own husband, I was stunned. Why?..because girls use a lot of crying to get the sympathize, that’s really remind me a lot, when my ex-gf confessed that she had another bf and she loved that person so much.
As the scene played, I looked at my ex-gf, and her eyes were dropping some tears, but I don’t do anything, I leave her by herself. After a few minutes, there’s a scene, when Dyan(Nanu Baharudin), search Harris at the under construction bungalow. She asked Harris, why he didn’t attend the presentation. Once again, this scene was giving me more heart broken, Harris answered, ‘Airin..Airin tinggalkan aku’(Airin..Airin left me)
Impressively,my ex-gf asked me, ‘abg, klu u dlm filem tu, u yg mane satu erk’(Honey, if u played that movie, which one are you?).
‘I akan jadi Harris, yang kene betrayed ngan bini sendrik’, I replied her.
(I would be Harris, who been betrayed by her own wife)
Suddenly, her tears fall, but still giving me some smile and bit of laugh. She know it, because she was like Airin, she betrayed me.
After almost one year, I managed to download this film. The scene in this movie give me a lot of memories, thank you director. Cinta, by the way, was the last movie I went watched with her. After that, both of us lost contact until now, because of certain unexpected events. Seldom, we passed by ourselves around the campus, but ignorant on her will make me felt better.
End, this is the story of mine..one year had passed
