As the title mention above, I’m really sure that a lot of my friends had been a silent reader for my blog. Based on my google analytic, most of the hits came from girl’s hostel..<:hawtt:>..

Just now, I had a little chat with the boyfriend of my ex.. he purposely asking me to pull down all the videos that I uploaded..but I’ve to deny..since it’s my liberty to do anything that I want to do..basically I’m telling him that the purpose of the videos were for my blog in which I’m sharing the sweet memories with her..and he agreed..after that, I promise him to keep the videos in private mood. So, anybody want to view the videos, drop me a mssg..she such a cute girl..

After all, I didn’t manage to talk bad about my ex, since it already past nearly one year and nothing can be discuss about. But, what I’ve concern that, I’m really happy she had met such a nice guy. Seriously, I’m really in tension when I’m knowing that she left me because of a ‘MAT REMPIT’. Now, I think she might realise what she had done to me, and manage to find some other good guys. Based on acito’s story, that helme wasn’t serious about his relationship with my ex. Inconviniently, that thug manage to play around with my ex. Well, karma, what comes around, goes around…player meets player..but when a player become decent..that make the life more happiness..

so, when I found out that acito was a humble guy, I’m being a humble person also. Eventually, he try to discuss about other things with me first, then slowly going to the main topic. Basically, I already realize on the main topic he want to discuss about, but I still want to keep it slowly. In other cases, I’ve used a lot of leading question which thoroughly open the secret minute to minutes.

I asked him, ‘when do you want to propose my ex for a wedding?’..

then he answeres..’maybe next year, after I found a big company that want to hire me’..

then i requested him…’If you want to married with her, please invite me, I want to see it’

he repllied…’I dare that you would be crying”..

then I answered..’nevermind, I’ll cry for myself at home..hahaa’

so, from the dialogue above, I manage to know he eventually taking a serious relationship with my ex. ..just like what I did before…<:uhuhuhuk..please take a knife and kill me deep in my heart..plzzz sumone:>

So, now I’m really relieve and no hard feeling at her..although she left me because of the thug, but I still remember on what I said to her…only intelligent men can won..I’m losing at the beginning, but win at last..although I can’t get her back, but still, my pride as a men..remain on it’s level..the highest..

Back then, I keep all the secret2 between me and her remain silent..I promise you my dear, that’s only between us and boys in hostel..

p/s:..working..but still updating my craps blog